Just Plain Dough

The Taiwan idol dramas have always been cheesy and at times, over-exaggerated but yet, I still watch them for the entertainment of it and also to check out some hot Taiwanese actors. I'm still definitely straight, if ever for some reasons some people assumed that I'm not! Just kidding... :P Anyway, in the Taiwan idol drama that I'm currently watching, it actually gave me a better perspective over what is playing over and over again in my head. It somehow, made sense and indirectly do give me some answers. Weird huh, to find them in a drama.

Anyway, what I learned, a dough can only be made into a bread if you put fire over it. However, sometimes, a dough can only remain as just plain dough as there will never be a possibility of lighting up that fire. Some may not get the meaning behind it, but to me, it really sums everything that's been going on of late. Unfortunately, my story belongs to the plain dough. LOL!

Right now, I just need to keep on reminding myself about that plain dough. I'm sure I'll be able to make it, as long as I have some help to realise it, like today. It really surprises me that when I'm really out of my wits, something surprisingly good will happen. Before this I was questioning God of everything that He had done, why isn't there any other path to move after that? Guess somehow, I got my return receipt. Yes, I was really hitting that end road where I started questioning things. And for that, I'm grateful to Him for showing that path.

I don't know what will be installed next after this, but for whatever happened today, I will not trade for anything. It will be kept together with other memorable memories that had happened before. It was the time where I did that one thing the first time together. As they say, there will always be firsts and I hope, this will not be the only first. I'm awaiting for many other firsts too. Is all in His hands... =)