Morbid Sunday

I know I shouldn't let it get under my skin, but I just couldn't help it. It really created a morbid Sunday for me. Time and time again I told myself to NOT go back to how I felt the last time because those days weren't that glorified. But, I just couldn't believe that heartless really exist! I tried to be understanding but I guess it's not easy. Or I'm just someone who's consumed by emotions when something that I could count on, didn't happen at all.

And I thought I had the trump cards in my hands. Looks like, the cards weren't exactly in my safe hands. I need to remind myself that it shouldn't be acting like the thorn in my skin. Yes, I need time to forget this horrified heartless no reaction response. And, it really made me curse that bloody word that starts with B! Don't ask me what. I don't want to recall. Thank you.