Last week I was down in Singapore for work. Although I was technically working there, I felt a little bit like a getaway. And I did had quite a good time. I met up with my old school friends as well as an old college mate. During my time there, I've received an unexpected sms. Although at first I was happy to receive it, but I'm now suspecting the real reason behind it. But anyway, I'm not going to let it affect me.
When back to Malaysia, reality starts to hit in. It came with a sadden bomb which I'm also trying to not affect me. I'm actually quite tired with how things are going lately. I'm tired of getting pissed and tired of caring too much. What I'm looking for now is just my own peace. Happiness is something that is unreachable now, even with those who I say are close to me.
I'm going to go for another getaway this weekend. To Bangkok this time! Whether I'll be alive or not later.. we'll see how things go then. LOL! Now I think of it, death is not really that frightening. Is how we will die that creates the fear and curiosity.
I think I'm going to be cynical soon. Whoopeedoo?
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