Blessing In Disguise?

I'm not too sure whether it is a blessing in disguise or what but, somehow my initial trips to Genting and Penang, one week after another, are all cancelled! And it happened when I just found myself in a tight financial situation (well, kind of). So, I managed NOT to spend. However, we are still planning to replace that Penang trip with a Plan B, but that is not confirmed yet. What's confirmed, my money is still safe in the bank. LOL! So, I weren't too disappointed. Worst to worst, just balik kampung! Hahaha..

Just only I had a conversation with a friend of mine. She was asking what I do during my weekends. And after describing to her, it seemed somehow, I lead an anti-social life. Or so it seems. Then she told me that we should live life to the fullest while we are young as we do not want to look back when we get older that we've missed out on many things. Well, I do agree with her on that BUT it is not that I'm making myself not wanting all that. I've always game on doing most activities, the problem lies with... no kaki to do with. So, it's not I chose to lead such a life, it just somehow happened!

Yes, I guess my past did lead to the present me today. It does bring a certain effect. But, to be who I am today compared to before, I am proud to have achieved it. And with that, I should be grateful to be where I am and with how my life is. I guess to each its own when comes to this. I admit that of course I want to paint the town red always. It's fun! But, you do need companions to do that with and not to mention, moolah which I'm seriously lack of in both of that departments.

So, in the end.. I just live life the way it has already been. And she asked, wouldn't you want to make things better? Of course I want... but opportunity wasn't there to make things better. But one thing I know, being envious won't do any good. Just accept the package life gives you and live with it. What do you say?